, I know now my importance to some of my so-called "friends".
<3 i thought of you @8/08/2007 04:09:00 PM
my love don't cost a thing
Monday, August 06, 2007 |
my 19th bday |
Nothing much happened on this day though (other than Death Note! and cake!), I must say I was oddly cheerful. It was odd because the previous days I was sad and moody.. basically in a unenthusiastic state. But came this day and viola! Dunno what happened. Maybe I was feeling the "It's A Single Day In A Year To Feel Special So Might As Well Do" mood. *shrugs* So now I'm here typing [081607], wanting to give my shout-outs to those who greeted me in various ways.
I give my thanks to...
God, for still letting me live this long with guidance and blessings.
my mother, for bringing me to this world (she tries so hard to keep me alive-- if you know what I mean) and being so great beyond words.
my friends.. those who are thoughtful enough to greet me.. (really, just a simple greeting makes me so happy)
sis Chamie, for being the first one to greet me via text on my birthday (it was a little past midnight) and spending time with me that night
Drix, like what sis Chamie did.
Marie, for surprising me via call! So nice to keep in touch with you.
Kuya Norman, for finally giving me the Death Note dvd. (L-samaaa!)
Charmie, Gerome, Kuya Raylord, Maan and Raymond, for greeting me via text.
Bona, for greeting me 3 times via text! Hehe..
Sir Janabajab, Kuya Raylord, Yong, and Gerome for greeting me via friendster message.
Bebey, Cyrl, Sarah, and Jareer for greeting me via friendster comments.
Jareer, for greeting me via phone call.
Marie, Jaja, Teth, and Diane, for greeting me via friendster comments days too early!
Ate Peny, Wella, Ate Joan, Tania, Jenny, and Wowie, for the verbal greetings.
my Lia2Psy friends (namely May, Ellen, Kuya Norman, Ate Jonah, Ate Sheryl, Jaja and Gladys), for spending the afternoon with me.
Ronald, Rey, Andrew, Gladys and Jeffy, for the late greetings (kahit medyo tampo ako, for me, greetings are greetings no matter how late they are.. Hindi ako ganoong maarte noh).
Tita~s, cousin, and their family, for their greetings via cards.
If I left anyone out, please let me know. You guys deserve a 'thank you' from me. =)
What I have learned:
Sooner or later you'll know who your true friends are and how important you are to them.
It doesn't matter if they're not thoughtful... Coz if you're really THAT important, they'll remember days before.
It's not an excuse to say that there'd be no contact, they could ask someone else to greet or at least find a way possible enough.
Lastly, it doesn't matter if they couldn't greet on the exact date, they can always apologize and greet later.
I hold special meanings to birthdays.. even though I kept saying that I don't care about my own birthday. In truth, I'd like to know who cares enough to make me feel that I'm special that they would celebrate my birthday with me despite my constant replies of "I don't really care about that day." Hmm.. and I say that half-heartedly.. so you could deduce that there's a part of me that's sad because the people I love couldn't be with me on this day, thus, that statement is half true. Besides, I won't gain anything from sulking in the corner and be like emo, ya know? I'm happy enough that some people climbed the wall I put up. Thanks guys.
Btw, when I said, "Now I know how important I am to you" (pertaining to those who
forgot or
not made any contact), I'm not implying that I won't care about you anymore and disregard you as my friends. I only meant to say it as I would a
fact or a declaration. I wouldn't want to be those kind of people who say, "If you don't like me, then I don't like you either." It sounds like the bullshit my tito once said in the presence of me. I, for one, would definitely not follow his shoes and neither should others. But then again, who am I to command your actions? But really, would you want to sound like an ass?
So in any event, from now on, I won't be as gullible as to think that my "friends" actually view me as their "friend" in a deep way. From now on, I'll just think,
"It's a one-sided thing. I value you more than you value me. That's the way it is and there's nothing I can do about it." If anyone wishes to defy this, then
prove it. Otherwise, I'll go on with my life, simply scoffing and say, "Some people tend to be shallow. That's their choice. Whatever."
Oh yeah and before I go... I actually like being 19 now. It sounds... teen-like and adult-like at the same time. Oh no.. I think I could hear a
Britney Spears song in the background. Hehe..
Labels: currents, event(s), family, food, friend(s), thoughts
<3 i thought of you @8/06/2007 11:24:00 PM
my love don't cost a thing
Saturday, August 04, 2007 |
Eco-Tour |
Sponsoring Unit : social and natural sciences department
Title of activity: eco-tour
Nature of activity: outbound educational trip
Date of activity: aug 3 2007
Time of activity: 5am - 7pm
Venue: seven lakes; san pablo laguna city
Staff in charge: faculty of science and natural sciences with the UP outbound educators
It was such a
funny event for me. The start of the day itself was very unlikely. I was really excited so by the time I fell asleep, it was probably around 1am and I'm supposed to wake up around
3am coz we should be in school at
5am. (They said the bus will leave around
5:30am.) I set two alarms on my mobile phone. One on
3am and the other on
3:30am. The funny thing was.. I didn't wake up that time! I must be so asleep that I didn't hear it!
And so I woke up near
6am.
Such
disaster, ne?
I was having a rather strange dream. There was a phone ringing but I can't find it. It was also like I couldn't reach it or something so I ignored it. Then slowly I woke up. I thought I was still dreaming. There was the phone ringing. At first I thought, 'I still wanna sleep. I'm not gonna answer the phone. Who'd call this time anyway?'
Just then, with my eyes slightly opening, I saw the bright light coming from my windows. The first thought that came to me was: "
I'm doomed."
I rushed downstairs, silently pleading that whoever was calling wouldn't hang-up, and all the while thinking, "What time is it? It's probably around 9am. Sh*t! I screwed up big time! Goodbye P800!
Sayang!" I seriously imagined the P800 with wings and
flying away from me, as if mocking me of my insomia.
When I picked up the phone, that's the time the caller hanged-up.
Buti na lang hawak ko mobile phone
ko.
Kuya Norman called there. In a somewhat amused voice, he said, "
Mia where are you? Are you ready? We're about to go!"
"About to go? What time is it? I over-slept! OMG!"
"Well you might still make it! C'mon, get ready!" he said while laughing. In the background, my friends and classmates were asking what happened to me. "You're the only one we're waiting for! The bus might leave any minute now!"
Thoughts rushed to me:
God, did You just helped me?
I'm the only one they're waiting for? (Probably not true.) That would seem like I'm
pa-VIP! (Nuuuu!)
But wait, I'm given another chance!
I must not screw this up!
I quickly washed my face, changed into my clothes, powdered my face, and combed my hair. I just grabbed my backpack and ran downstairs to get my other bag. (Later I found out that I left my lunch somewhere in the kitchen!). I came outside, rushing like there's no tomorrow. The tricycle driver that I caught over-charged me! Damn! But I was too
desperate to argue.
I caught up.
Thank goodness I made it.
As I sat there.. and honestly up until now (I'm typing 080907), I still couldn't believe I made it. XD
The
Eco-tour was fun and tiring at the same time. We did some trekking, some hiking, we swam on a lake (my first time), amongst other things. It was fun for me I guess, since it's my first time to experience these things.
I'm so thankful I got to come. Seriously. XD Close call, ne? Saved by the bell.. or in this case.. the
ringing of the phone.
Labels: event(s), friend(s)
<3 i thought of you @8/04/2007 12:58:00 PM
my love don't cost a thing
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 |
Psy Induction of Officers& Acquaintance Party 2007 |
Happy New Month!
Hey guys, it's been a while and a lot happened since my last entry last July. I'm gonna make it on "list mode" so that I won't have to type long details seeing as I do not have much time here since there are moments when my broadband do not cooperate. Here are some, I'll add the others later if I remembered anything I forgot to list down.
June 23 - elected PE president
June 24 - bought glasses by Nicole Miller; uber chic (pic later)
June 27 - got globe broadband
July ?? - elected 2ndyr class representative
July 25-27 - prelim exams
July 27 - Ellen, May,and I watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix at SM right after our exam on Physical Science.
Induction in the auditorium.
Acquaintance Party at McDonald's.
Labels: currents, event(s), food, friend(s), school, with pics
<3 i thought of you @8/01/2007 09:08:00 PM
my love don't cost a thing
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