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Thursday, March 22, 2007
1st Day of Summer 07


read the gif.. it's sad



Today is the first day of summer vacation 2007. Man, that sounds nice. After all the hell I've been through last year, finally I could be calm and not worry much about school for dayzzzz...! (unless I'll take the advance classes.. which I might..) I'll take this opportunity to pamper myself.. I need to be a little different when I go back to the halls in June.. For now..

Things I'm planning to do this summer:
* learn how to cook simple dishes
* learn how to drive
* learn how to ride a bike (maybe..)
* fatten up.. or at least gain 3 kilos
* go somewhere far.. preferably somewhere I've never been before
* visit colleges
* take advance classes (undecided)


Ah yes.. Days of staying up late and not worrying of homework.. Going to the mall and not worrying of which day to go.. Waking up in who-cares-what-time.. Hanging out with friends coz you miss them.. The pleasures of summer vacation.. Wake me up, dear coffee!

I'm gonna make the most of this vacation.. except swimming. I just don't wanna.

Beaches nor pools.. The only down side so far I could think of is that Mom couldn't come to visit and I still have no camera. (My old one's charger is still missing and I gave up hope looking for it.) If only I could have a job..

Oh btw, I'm also planning on cutting my hair really short.. =O
Wait.. or maybe not.. Medyo nakakahinayang nga, noh?

a text message I received a few days ago:


People always think that the most painful thing is losing the one you love in your life. The truth is, the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, forgetting that you are special too.

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<3 i thought of you @3/22/2007 08:13:00 PM
my love don't cost a thing



Wednesday, March 21, 2007
NSTP2: 2nd best group

I got a text from Ate Peny earlier today as I was on my way to our last exam for the school year: ReEd. She informed me that our group is the 2nd best group! Now I know it's not much, but I was really glad. (We got [an] award[s]!) Even though we only had a few meetings, the experience was great. We're really gonna miss the kids of Brgy. 42. (We did Bible study there during Saturdays with the underpriviledged children.) Here are the pics taken during the meetings:


playing Zig Zag Zoom
We're doing this game (Zig Zag Zoom) where we get to know of everyone's name in the process. I saved you the trouble of trying to find me so I encircled (purple!) myself. Okay, that sounds funny. "I encircled myself." LOL

we are singing
Here we were singing Christian songs while doing hand gestures.. and other actions. I think it's understandable that I was the one in the white NSTP shirt on the right side.

still singing
Another pic of us singing.. different angle this time. Yes, the one on the right is me. (So that's how half of my back looks like haha..)

yes, I encircled myself again haha
Here we're telling stories while holding up pictures/drawings that went along with it.


the one kneeling was I.. the one in the middle was.. er a classmate of Kuya Alan (dunno his name).. and the guy at the far right was Kuya Alan.. I volunteered to wash the dishes and other kitchen utensils coz no one wants to and I felt responsible at the moment haha..


For the submitted paper, our comments were needed and this was my comment:

"It was my first time to do community work like this so I was excited and a bit nervous. I've never been to these parts of Cavite City before. The kids we taught were really friendly and active so I couldn't help smiling. We joined in their activities and generally had fun. At times when we take a break, some kids talked to us about their living situations. Even though most of them have a hard life, they still continue on living cheerfully. I was strucked by their innocence. Sometimes I pity them, sometimes I envy them. Perhaps it is better to stay cheerful and not mourn on problems while you're still young. I think we'll really miss the kids and their antics. They sure cheered me up on my boring Saturdays. Overall, it was a great experience for me."

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<3 i thought of you @3/21/2007 08:22:00 PM
my love don't cost a thing



Wednesday, March 14, 2007
happy bday rpe

Happy bday, pare! Hope you like the card.

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<3 i thought of you @3/14/2007 10:00:00 PM
my love don't cost a thing



Saturday, March 10, 2007
emo, Gilmore Girls addiction


Wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time
Sometimes

~Every Little Thing; Dishwala

I enjoy listening to emo/punk music now, since Kuya Norman put a bunch of songs on Peter (my computer) and asked me to try them. As it turned out, they're great.


Here's my current playlist:

Somewhere In The Middle - Dishwala
Every Little Thing - Dishwala
Letters To You - Finch
Stand By Me - Oasis
Save Yourself - Sense Field
Never Easy - Solace
Save Me - Remi Zero
Photograph - Nickelback
Someday - Nickelback
Dare You To Move - Switchfoot
Will You Ever Learn - Typecast
You Wanted More - Tonic
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
Empty Apartment - Yellowcard


I'd like to take this out before I babble about my current addiction:
It's sad na ung pinagsamahan ay parang wala na.. Guys, wala kayong effort na magkaroon ng contact. May mobile at phone naman, di ba? Nakakalungkot.

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For one week I became a glutton (something that happened once in my lifetime).. stuffing myself with food (mostly rice) every meal and I must say, it's effective. I gained a pound or two. Then the next week I got fed up (mind the pun). The next week I started staying up early in the morning again, lost appetite, and eat late merienda. You recall that "pound or two" that I was talking about? It's gone [again]. And dark circles are added.

So I learned that [lack of] sleep is more fatal to my health. (Even though I still complete the 8hrs rule.)

But I desperately needed a distraction from all the mess I've been having.

I turned to the idiot box for help. (I know I've been neglecting it since I got the internet, hoping I'd save some electricity even for a bit.) So I've been watching Gilmore Girls (marathon!) since I got the dvds. (I've always wanted to watch it over and over and over again coz I miss it!) Downside: I keep staying up.. like till 1pm. Read the sentence that stated what I learned again.

Yeah. Tough.

Season 3 pa lang ako. Dami ko pala na-miss the epi dati. I've watched up to season 4 actually, a few episodes missed coz of school and such.

By the way, I realized that coffee is good without milk too.
I know I should stop drinking coffee again. (I drink like twice a month even though I love the thing! Can you feel my control?)

I'll post up the comparison between Gilmore Girls and my life later. La lang..

Oh yeah.. and I painted my nails Tequilla Sunrise. It's a cross between peach and orange. Kyoot

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<3 i thought of you @3/10/2007 11:48:00 AM
my love don't cost a thing



Friday, March 02, 2007
whenever, wherever, whatever


Lead me on boy if you must
Take my heart and my love
Take of me all that you want
And if there's a thing that you need
I'd give you the breath that I breathe
And if ever you yearn for the love in me

Whenever wherever whatever
Baby

Wish I knew if I could
Be the one that you could
Love forever and a day baby, oh yeah

And if there's a thing that you need
For you and your blood I would bleed
And if ever you yearn for the love in me

Whenever wherever whatever
Baby
Whenever wherever whatever
Baby

And if there's a thing that you need
I’d give you the breath
And if ever you yearn for the love in me
Whenever, wherever, whatever
Whenever, wherever, whatever

~Whenever, wherever, whatever; MYMP


I decided to stay here to be at least a little bit close to him.. and then I found out that he's going away. Buti pa siya malakas ang loob. He'll go for his dream, his goal.

Now I'm losing sight of my goal. I'm thinking of studying a different course. Something to do with arts. But I'm afraid of change. I'm weak.

And I'm getting weaker.
Again.

Pathetic. Damn me.

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<3 i thought of you @3/02/2007 09:52:00 AM
my love don't cost a thing





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one last thing..
A moment of temporary insanity.
I love this gif. XD