Tuesday, June 05, 2007

the heartbreak & similarity with HYD

"Maybe cupid should shoot himself with his own damn arrow so he can feel how much love hurts."

It's been days since sis Chamie stayed-over. We hanged-out and watched the whole Hana Yori Dango series [marathon every night] on dvd, in the process of momentarily distracting herself from bad thoughts of her present predicament. By the way, she also caught a bit of my Matsu Jun and Oguri Shun fever. (What can I say? I "contaminate" people easily!)

It's been days since she's depressed. It was not something simple that one could easily dismiss for a week or a month. Her problem is that serious. I have no intention of putting her and her bf's story here on my blog. I'd just like you guys to know that she's kind of "ok" for the meantime and that hopefully you would give her support, as friends do. Being her best friend, it's hard for me to see her like this and I can only imagine how much she feels.

(Ok, for clues.. think of Domyouji, Tsukushi, Shigeru, and their dilemma minus the company problem, the cruel mother, and the Tsukushi-Shigeru friendship. There's really a similarity but it's not exactly like that. So that would mean.. I'd be playing the role of Yuki.. un nga lang there's no Soujiro and I'm kinda thankful for that. Wouldn't want to get involved with a playboy, ne? (Even if he's as good-looking as Matsuda Shota with that suave personality I like.)

*sigh* If you know of her situation and their stories, you really wouldn't think it would end that way.

So there ya go. I've been listening to her stories, her thoughts on the matter, her what-ifs.. It somehow reminds me of the pain I felt when I was the one uber-depressed. I know our situation's so different but you know how it's like to empathize. You recall stuff. *sigh* I've been distracting/cheering her up and I've also "left" her alone sometimes when it seems like she needs to "talk" to herself. She told me that for now she's good but maybe only because I'm with her and hanging-out with me helps her mind wander away from him. Not totally of course, but she'd think of him less than usual when she's depressed. I wonder how she'll handle herself when she goes back to her place where she'll most probably lock herself up in her room and contemplate.

School's gonna start next week and I hope that even though we are far apart, we have our own things going on, and we wouldn't frequently be with her, let's take the time every once in a while to check up on her, ok guys?

Labels: currents, friend(s), love, tv series